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i do not think i like your upbringing stop i am not grateful to things that have not been good to you regardless of what they shaped you into stop newline however you do not need to regret it to set it right any more than i need to feel gratitude toward it to be grateful for my good friend luna that it created stop do you have a favourite food questionmark

Is that how Kakyoin-kun feels also? I hope that's not a rude question. I'm not always very clear on how much the two of you overlap.

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Actually — Hierophant-kun. Is there anything you wouldn't tell me, if I asked? A simple yes or no is fine.

Also, I like coffee, and impractical decadent pastries that make a mess when you try to eat them. And I like European food, I ate a lot of it growing up because I spent a lot of time overseas.

it is not rude stop i apologise for being unclear as i have been using the word i to refer to both myself and to myself and my good friend noriaki kakyoin stop where feelings or knowledge are discussed we are one and the same and where i am discussing myself as a being inhabiting space for example when asking to enter your home i am referring to myself as a single entity stop it is perhaps easiest to conceptualise us as two points joined by a line where i am one point comma my good friend noriaki kakyoin is the second point comma and the line connecting the two points is a complete being also named noriaki kakyoin stop newline there are theoretically things that i would not tell you however in any case that i can foresee i would inform you of my unwillingness or inability to tell you rather than lie

Edited 2021-07-19 22:37 (UTC)

I see. I'll remember that; you're an individual in the realm of the tangible but a unit in the realm of the abstract.

Hierophant-kun, who is MY FRIEND, UNWORTHY AS I AM. HE CHERISHED ME AND I HAVE FAILED HIM. THIS IS ONLY RIGHT. ?

you said something some time ago stop that there are people who you call monsters stop he is one of those people his name is dio stop he is very beautiful

Kakyoin-kun told me that he would remember things for me. Since you're the same, in matters like this, that means you'll remember things for me, too.

Junko Enoshima is the name of a very beautiful person, Hierophant-kun.

Do you understand? She is very, very beautiful.

i understand stop thank you for this information stop junko enoshima and my detested unfriend dio brando are very beautiful people and as such it is only correct that they be observed stop newline i am not unwilling to tell you more of the very beautiful dio brando but i would not like to volunteer more information than i have been asked for as i do not wish to give you information that you would not like to know

I would like to know what you want me to know, Hierophant-kun.

I'm asking because I think you love Kakyoin-kun even more than you love your beloved companions, and I think that there was once a time when your detested unfriend did something terrible to Kakyoin-kun, and you weren't able to help him.

That must have made you feel very bad.

my unfriend dio brando is a white male of english descent six foot five inches tall with blonde hair comma three moles on one ear comma and a distinctive scar around his neck he has an actual range of two metres and an effective range of twenty and if you encounter him you should observe him only for long enough to be certain of his identity and avoid looking at him again while you immediately seek out sunlight stop this is what i want you to know of him stop he is dangerous and while i would very much like to say that i will protect you because you are my beloved companion and i wish to keep you safe i prefer not to lie and i am beneath the task stop the world can also be read as time stop

I remember. That was something important that you desperately wanted your beloved companions to know.

You've kept me safe by telling me this. You know that, don't you?

you are correct stop i was using the act of protecting you from an active threat as my standard for keeping you safe stop however as i can trust you to use information appropriately i can be reasonably certain that by providing you with this information you are able to protect yourself stop i am grateful that you are willing to participate in the process of keeping you safe as it is something that i would struggle to achieve alone stop newline aside from what i want to tell you about him i feel i should state that the things that you have almost certainly put together by now represent the limit of my own knowledge stop i worked under my beautiful friend dio brando for several months and then against him for one and a half months at which point he killed me stop i have no recollection of the time i spent working under him and thus while i am not unwilling to tell you more i am unable to

I understand. That's a frightening feeling, isn't it? To know that you existed through a particular time, but have no recollection of anything you did during that period. It robs you of a piece of yourself.

When you asked me before, what foods I have a preference toward. That was, fortunately, a question I was able to answer. And I'm skilled both in masking my thoughts and in extrapolating conclusions from sparse available facts.

But there are things you could ask me that even now I would have to guess to answer. There was a time when I had to guess at my own name, because I didn't know it.

I'm sorry that happened to you. But selfishly, I'm glad someone else understands some small fraction of how I felt because that happened to me.

in truth i have never considered the experience to be a loss of identity stop i am fortunate to have only ever been made to forget periods of time rather than anything more personal stop however i believe i understand at least in part stop may i ask a question i recognise that you will answer in the affirmative but my question is personal and it seems only right to warn you and allow you the opportunity to say no stop

You're very considerate to ask, Hierophant-kun. I appreciate that you did.

Go ahead and ask.

is it unkind of me to ask you to be so many people who are not you questionmark if much of yourself has already been taken from you it seems that it might be cruel to dilute what remains stop

I suppose I don't think of it as diluting the remains. I think of it more as...

If each of those people stands in a spotlight, it creates shadows between them for the real me to stand in. Does that make sense?

oh

[ ...well that's an uncharacteristically short message. ]

you are my good friend whose name i do not really need to know comma the stand of bottle and seiko and luna and sakura stop

I'm...the Stand of them?

You mean, the hidden part of me that most people don't see?

you are the personification of their desire and ability to create change and set the world right stop just as they are your desire and ability to exist in the world which you have set right stop observed from a higher dimension perhaps you would be parts of a single greater being as points observed in one dimension are to a line in two or a shadow in two dimensions is to a being in three stop is this correct

Edited 2021-07-24 08:53 (UTC)

...I suppose that's true, yes. I would also compare them to suits of armor — freestanding things on their own, with shapes and forms and distinguishable qualities that afford them some form of individuality.

But they don't move unless I'm standing inside them.

i recognise that this is a moment of vulnerability and i am glad that you trust me with this information stop please interpret the following attempt to communicate laughter as a gesture of genuine fondness and delight and not as one of disdain stop the item that shares those properties and occurs to me most readily is not a suit of armour but instead the costume of a mascot and this thought beings me joy stop ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha stop

[Oh, Hierophant. Who could ever think you were being disdainful.]

Well. It sounds like you've also solved the problem of what to do to make sure I can see you when you visit.

We'll find you a mascot costume to inhabit.

oh exclamation point to emphasize a moment of epiphany i had not considered this as a possibility but you are correct stop a mascot costume would allow me to be visible without appearing too unnerving stop

It would also make you soft, for the purposes of hugging.

exclamation point to emphasize a moment of epiphany

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