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KYOKO KIRIGIRI ✦ DANGAN RONPA
RESIDENCE ✦ Residency
GEMBOND ✦ Amethyst

"You've got that wrong. This number, that is."

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[teaserving]

that's a long fucking list
want me to pick one?

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I'll trade you, one for one.

[teaserving]

the first person i really loved
he died because of me.

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[...Ah. That's. ...Uncomfortably familiar, isn't it.]

Was it an accident?

[teaserving]

yes and no.

i was a dirty cop
i started taking bribes from some people when i was supposed to arrest them
the last guy i took money from broke into a convenience store and killed the owner to take the money
i was supposed to arrest him with my partner. the guy i loved.
but the perp said he'd out me so i hesitated
before he could shoot me, my partner took the bullet on purpose.

[freshprints]

I understand. You didn't pull the trigger, but your actions manufactured the situation.

Were you afraid? When he threatened to expose you. The emotion you felt...was it fear?

[teaserving]

yeah.
i didnt care if anyone else found out
but if my partner did
that's what i was thinking about
my dream was already broken beyond disrepair but he was the only thing i had left at the time

[freshprints]

Was the criminal in the Italian mafia? Is that why you started investigating their boss?

[teaserving]

he may have been, but that's not the reason why.

[freshprints]

Ah.

I'll spare you any meaningless platitudes. But...I'm sorry. And I understand the guilt that follows a situation like that.

[teaserving]

yeah
and just know when i mean it when i say this shit isn't out of pity
it's empathy
you're sharp and i like you so i'd prefer if you were doing ok
maybe happy is too strong to say but you know
not miserable

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Prompto Argentum reminds me of a boy who believed in me and cared about me.

At a time when I was being framed for murder, he had the opportunity to present damning evidence that would have destroyed my only alibi. He chose not to, because he believed in me.

I used that faith in me to send him to his death instead. He was spared, miraculously, but not because of anything I did. I chose my own survival over his.

I don't deserve to be normal and happy with someone like that.

[teaserving]

i know what it's like to tell yourself something like that.
all i can tell you is that from my experience all i wanted to do was go back to my friends when my life was ending, but i couldn't
i dont know
make of that what you will
im not the right person to tell you what you do and dont deserve

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I think it's because of him that I told you that at all. He believes in the strength that comes from a bond with another person. I don't know if that's something I can have faith in myself but I know I have faith in him.

I like you too. I don't know the right thing to say, about what happened to your partner.

Is it enough that I understand your feelings?

[teaserving]

ha
yeah
i know the kind of person

it's ok
i think its enough, knowing you get it
and i hope its enough that i understand you a bit too

[freshprints]

It is.

When you ask me questions and tease me about things, it makes me feel...cared-for. The fact that it flusters me isn't...synonymous with disliking the course of action.

[teaserving]

i'll keep it in mind when i tease you about your next date

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[This message stays read for like two and a half hours BUT THEN SUDDENLY]

The cup wasn't full because he'd already been drinking out of it.

I took the wrong coffee cup.