private text; un: selfies

i'm sorry.

i really am so glad u have someone like him
and it's not like i don't think he should
i mean i fully support him breaking any part of me he wants
if i do sth to hurt you or anything like that

and i didn't mean to make you feel bad
or make you feel like i would
leave or anything like that

but i didn't

i

i was hoping i wouldn't have to tell you all this

but i'm not really such a good person

i messed things up before i got spat out here
back where i come from
and so when he said that it just...
reminded me of all that
and how i messed things up
and i don't wanna do that to you
because i like you
yknow?

i'm afraid that being near me is gonna be bad for you
like it was bad for other people

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